Love and loss are an interictal part of life, a contribution to life and death, to samskaras, to the wheel of life, or to whichever view, faith or belief you have of life. There is a beginning to every end, an end to every beginning. No such thing as rigidity in this life, and it truly seems a spiral to which flows in and out of each other.
Heart Companion post has been on my list of blog posts to write since the creation of this blog (back in 10/2014). My poem ‘Mind Portrait’ in the post titled To Avi was meant to be within this post, but in the end I changed it to the below poem. I forget the reason why, I found it on my blog list today. But after reading the below poem, I realized, this is what love feels like at times, a taking away.
I hope to find a love one day, a heart companion to share my inner and external world with, one I can trust to let in those secret places where few, if any, have been.
Written October 30th 2010
Take me away
Take me away
Take me far away
Where the essence of my thoughts
Can dissolve and re-form into something greater
Greater than they are here
In this place
In this time
Let them dissolve and re-form into something bigger
Bigger than they can be here
Maybe through the reformation of my thoughts, a new world will be created, one of togetherness knit together by an unconditional love. That would be freeing… to love and be loved unconditionally. One day, someday, but for now, I will dream on.
Peace & Love ❤