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I am scared, nervous, anxious and afraid. I am transitioning into a place in life I’ve ALWAYS wanted to be, and yet I am afraid to enter this place. I am literally, and figuratively, one step away from accomplishing independence within myself. I am coming out of the “unknown territory” and onto a path, although new, is one I’ve always envisioned to be on. Yes, it is new, yes, it is #independence , but it is very scary to me because I am stepping onto this path on my own. My mentors, so to speak, are PUSHING me to do what they have been teaching me on my own, without their handholding in guidance. They are not telling me to go NOW, they are still saying as always to go on my own pace, but they are encouraging me to just DO IT, because they know I am physically ready for it, it is just the mental part I need to get out of the way.
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I am moving forward on my path with little hesitation, but that old pattern of behavior of resisting, waiting, and fear still likes to poke through. Anxiety has always been an issue of mine... I am so use to my ways of being and SOMEHOW getting through in #life on my #intuition and on my own, slow and steady (like the turtle and hare), taking my sweet time. But life is telling me to act NOW, with no hesitation or analyzing, just DO IT (like the #Nike saying).
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I know that #world inside me will always be there. Now I am to balance external #reality with my internal reality. It is all part of the #art of life, nothing old, nothing new about it. It’s exciting and scary all at once, but even through challenges it is an enjoyable ride.
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From my blog post "The Current Me"
#toAvi is a post on my #wordpress
#blog #insideasoul that has this #poem
- [You can read about it on my Trekking through the Canyons post in Travel category] We visited #LasVegas, the #GrandCanyon, #zionnationalpark and #brycenationalpark, #Sedona , and #SanDiego . It was a great experience for me, and it opened my mind to new possibilities. I will one day go on another trip, with some similarities as this one, but more extensively. Time will tell how and when I will. I just have to keep plugging along.
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December 26th, 2014
Mind Portrait
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I painted a picture of you in my mind
And within that portrait is me
We are together as one
A love just begun
Underneath the rising sun
In a green field with soft rolling hills
With a few scattered trees
You and I are captured in a moment in time
Hand in hand, frolicking gleefully
Smiling brightly
Our arms are outstretched as we run
Our hands are not undone
We are looking into each other’s eyes
My flowing skirts, your elegant wear
We are running without a care
Down the soft rolling hills of green
Underneath the rising sun
In a love just begun
I captured this image in my mind, painted delicately
So that I’ll have something to keep
An image captured in time
An illusion that is all mine
Despite the real reality
I’ll keep this secret image just for me
For you to never see
Us frolicking gleefully
Underneath the rising sun
An unborn love just begun
In a mind full of dreams
Within a land of make believe
Weaning me too young
From a love just begun
Frolicking gleefully
Underneath the rising sun
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